well God Have a Plan

After all this we are now in God's hands. Hoping he keeps this baby inside for a little longer to give her a fighting chance at life. It is hard to know that I can lose part of me. I'm praying to God that he keeps her with me. I love my baby girl. Just thinking that there is a chance that I will lose her breaks my heart. I love this baby, she brings me to my knees praying to the Lord that she will be mine to keep. I am hoping that miracle will happen. She is a Phillips through and through. And a Cambell too. She has a strong family coming from both sides, as I know it will make her stronger. I wonder sometimes if I did something to make this happen to her. I know it's not my fault, but when the little doubt, it's hard not to think about it. I love my Faith, and wish for good news soon. If there is any miracle to wait until December, I would be so grateful.