well God Have a Plan

After all this we are now in God's hands. Hoping he keeps this baby inside for a little longer to give her a fighting chance at life. It is hard to know that I can lose part of me. I'm praying to God that he keeps her with me. I love my baby girl. Just thinking that there is a chance that I will lose her breaks my heart. I love this baby, she brings me to my knees praying to the Lord that she will be mine to keep. I am hoping that miracle will happen. She is a Phillips through and through. And a Cambell too. She has a strong family coming from both sides, as I know it will make her stronger. I wonder sometimes if I did something to make this happen to her. I know it's not my fault, but when the little doubt, it's hard not to think about it. I love my Faith, and wish for good news soon. If there is any miracle to wait until December, I would be so grateful.

a bad weekend

If nothing else could go wrong, it did on Saturday. Kevin and I were driving on the Florida Turnpike and it was raining. There was a puddle of water so Kevin slowed down, but the car did not react the way we had hoped. We drifted into the guard rail in our lane, Kevin turned the wheel to avoid hitting a mini van that was next to us in the right lane. And when I did this, we hit the guard rail for the last time. We pulled to the side of the road and I was cramping and had pain in my lower back. I was crying because of the baby. We were close to the Ocoee exit, so we drove quickly to the hospital. This is a strong baby and she wants to be in this family, because everything turned out good!

it's a girl

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