Sunday, October 16, 2011

July "11"



Faith in July!!!!

4Th of July


So Finally Faith had one last surgery to close her stoma hold from trach, it was done July 5, we stay for one night make sure she doing good



we went home, and i star it to get Faith ready to go to sleep but i need to change her gauze, Faith was not having it, she star it happier ventilating , i was trying to call her down, nothing was working... my hart drop wen i see her turn blue no respond from her, pot in the floor, trying to wake her up, nothing i freaking out trying to get to wake up, faith had 3% of O2 in her body, hart rate was reading 13.... we call 911, i give her a breath , nothing, 2ND bread nothing, 3rd breath nothing, 4Th bread she gasp for air, at the time the sheriff arrive thy just looking at me, all the we waiting for ambulance to arrive, my husband was getting from work at the time so he fine out sheriff care all out side with ambulance sound getting close to the house , my brother in-law tell him what going on he drop his phone in the drive way, faith was unconscious, non responding, and cardiac arrest.. that EMT telling me , i was in side the Ambulance with them all drive at home thy where trying to get her O2 to come up, my other sister in-law was working in the Hospital , when her husband call her tell her what going on and she say she scream when she here the call of child coming in code blue.. i was washing all the Dr. nurse trying to help her get her back to normal, thy have to give her epy to star her hart, i keep hear them say star the clock to see how long she down from, all this time the mother side of me was gone of my body, the only was left it the nurse of Faith!!!! recalling everything in my head, answering all the medical question and there surprise how much i remember of medical wise, 10mnt after entering the ER. Faith was stable , but she need it to stay in PICU because she was down to long , Faith had another attack in PICU that her O2 Plum it to 65% O2 ,the nurse and Dr. trying to check on her. she did't want them to touch her, at the time thy finish all the stuff, Faith was sleep, i seat in chair and just drop and cry because remember all the time faith has code it in my hand the was the time i that i was getting her back, that on me if was giving her breathing the right way, she will die, before her 3rd b-day!!!.